Been on like a ghost hunting spree with a bunch of friend's friends and it was the first time I stepped into so many dark and creepy places! From cemetries to TJ to.. wait.. YES TJ! TJ is supposedly to be very haunted cause of some massacre during the Japanese Occupation. Also, went to those "favourite" spots like Labrador Park and Botanical Gardens. It was kinda scary but I do enjoy the thrill la. Something new!

Honestly, it didn't help that my faith started shaking even more after I watched a documentary. Can you imagine not having anything to hold on to when you're scared? I'm not atheist.. it's just that I have more questions? 

I've heard of September 11 being more complicated than it seems from Janice Tan years back and I guess this vidoe sorts of confirmed it with concrete evidence. It even talks about central bank and how it came about. Although the starting was a bit crappy and it's 2 hours long, I think everyone ought to watch it. It will give you a different insight to life.. we don't really live in such a simple world after all..

Zeitgeist: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-1817848131611744924 *warning, not for the religious and faint hearted!

It's time to settle back into life and tame down on the outings. I have to catch up with my reading and also music!

Next few days will be rather busy! Time to get back on track (: 


That's not all in life.

I woke up this morning and my chest felt tight, again. It just felt queer cause when I breathe deeply and when I move too suddenly, it hurts. I feel that it can be so tiring when this kinda thing randomly happens in my life. I have no idea what causes it but it just kinda suck. I'm just left living my life, suffering from the side effects of my operation. Gah.

I'm sorry for being paranoid but I really can't help it  Three times is too big a figure for me to just ignore the slightest difference my chest area feels. Yes, I'm scared it will happen again. Say hello to "long" lungs.

I just have to deal with it.


Give me strength when I am weak.

We can be more loving right? 
 

My purpose here.
 

Our group is like shrinking cause everyone is just so busy with life! But we still manage to meet up in small groups once in a while (:
 

Here is an "inspirational video" to the rest to try to meet up soon:

 
Met up with Azi at her work place for dinner at Coffee Club!  

The burger I ate:




 

Then we went to Starbucks to chill. It was a super duper long walk there! I think there is just this coincidence we have with walking whenever the 4 of us meet up. The other tiem when we went to Siglap, Casey made us walk for like half an hour before we reach Cheesecake Cafe! *gasps* Anyway, pictures:
 

Look at the transformation!



The memoirs in Wanyi's wallet:



A super lame video we made:
 

Going out with them is just so carefree la. Since we're all so shou liaoz, don't really have to bother about anything and we can just chat away~ Hope our bunking at Ritz materilises!

New piece to practice - Primo part for Poet and Peasant! It's really quite a nice piece but the allegretto parts are hard!

Finally back to work tomorrow! I'm sure it will be a good day! (: 


I know not what to expect, but it's okay.

• Never go into a relationship cause of obligation cause it makes you a sad and lost party.
• Never stay in a relationship because of habit cause you know deep inside it will eventually come to an end (my sis' friend's 7-year ended recently). Yes it is true to like "hold on" and persevere but if you know it is no point, then what for spend so much time and effort nurturing something that won't last? 
• Never stay in a relationship that has hidden agenda cause once you remove the "value" of yours, you are as good as being dumped.
• Never follow love blindly cause feelings can come and go very easily. It's the attraction of an individual's character and personality (not looks or figure) that is the one that stays.

The finer things in life.

So it was a day of gathering and eating. Besides eating, the only thing I did was sleep!

Ate at BaliThai for lunch! I simply adore the food there:
 

After lunch I went home to sleep and overslept! Hence was late in meeting Casey and WY! Rushed down to bedok and we took a bus to PP. Settled for dinner at Astons and had cakes at Cheesecake Cafe after that. Casey made us walk the whole way there! Shouldn't have listened to her when she told us that is was near! GAH. Luckily they still had cakes and it was nice, ambience was good and company was pricelss. If not, we would have skinned her alive!
 

Neh and her "Ni Bu Yao Jing?"




Found this haunted looking place:



 
Present from Yun!

So I'm finally 20! One more year and I'll officially be an adult!

Met up with batchmates and we caught Wall.E. It isn't a fantastic film but I think it's worth watching cause the plot is not bad and some parts are surprisingly touching. After which, we shopped around a lilttle before the girls met us and we had dinner at Crystal Jade LMXLB. =D Watching Qtz finish his noodles was rather entertaining. Haha. The "Kev" has found a special place on top of the piano. Tnx a lot for it guys! 

Clubbing at Dbl O wasn't that fantastic. Yun was there with her Citibank friends and she got me a damn nice cardholder and cakes from Canele! So paisehz to make you puo fei bff! If you're reading this, really thank you for all that you've done for me and I was really touched! =D Toast to our 1, 2, 3, 4... (close to) 8 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP! And yes, though we seldom meet up you've played an important role in my life. Thanks so much for everything la!!!!

Tnx to MJ, TTK and Neem for clubbing tonight. I know it wasn't your comfort zone but you did it for me. Zzz.. tnx dudes!

<3

Bed time!


Not just numeric. 

This is damn weird. 4 people wished me happy birthday already when it isn't my birthday today! LOL! But thanks for being early!

I got my first Teachers' Day present!
 

Sis got some sweet potato mooncakes. Mooncakes are definitely something that I only enjoy seasonal. Give them to me everyday and I'll be sick of it within a week!

Uncle fetched MIKA to Mustafa for shopping! We bought quite a bit of stuff and it was fun browsing through all the items. It wasn't that crowded so it was quite a splendid experience.

In the Car

Cup noodles for duty!



I met Charles in Mustafa!

And we found Peter & Jane! OMG! It's like so many childhood memories for us Singaporean kids man.

And there was flower paradise..

Ian reminds me of Qi Yu Wu's character in 881 when he was carrying the chicken prancing around at the back. Tsk.






And yes, please don't jamp about!



Bedok 85 was a great finishing!
 

Catching Wall.E tomorrow! Heard it's quite good.

Alright, I should be heading for bed soon.

Nights World.


It's really hard to tell isn't it? 

Photos from Alex's ORD lunch celebration: 
 

Admin Branch!

Some pictures from open house:  

Family and the G-Fet machine!

Sis got me more goodies: 

 

I wanted to swim but it rained so I slacked at home before meeintg them for shopping! 

It was suppoesd to be a Gucci wallet but I told her I wanted something else instead and.. .

Tadang! My first gift - from my beloved sister! =D Finally I have a decent one to use and can toss the cranky aside. The old iPod leaks battery like nobody's business and most of the time it's quite a reliable source of entertainment. And yes I agree with Uffie who was featured today in Urban that the iPod really does make the world a much better place. (: Hooray and 3 cheers for adel!

Just browsing through old photos and I found the Nafa access course guys:

Those were really the carefree days after O levels man. Everyone is busy with their lives and those that left haven't met up in ages. I wonder if those who stayed are doing well. Maybe because I know I wasn't good enough, that's why I chickened out, or maybe I really want to play my own music without strings attached, or maybe, it's just God's will. That all this pneumothorax happened for a reason and he knows that even if I become a musician, I won't have been able to make it.. no matter what, it could have been worse. So far, I'm still happy with the choices I made throughout my 19 years as a human being. 

Hope tonight's event will be fun. It will be Wardrobligns @ Zouk followed by Dbl O. 

"Late at night when all the world is sleeping, 
I stay up and think of you.."

Question is, who is you? 


And today, I shall read chapter 2 of You.

And so we caught the movie yesterday. It kinda sucked in the beginning and I thought it was stupid and the back was quite draggy. BUT, I can't deny that it was a great film. It was really touching and it reflected well on what Singapore is facing, aging population. It was really quite painful seeing how Mother was being tossed around by her kids and being blamed despite wanting the best for her kids. Sad but through and it's all happening right now. It just set me pondering, what can we do to salvage this? This is really true in our society but I just didn't bother to be aware of it. I know it's happening but it actually took a film to make me think through the pain of it. I felt sad and disappointed at myself cause at times, I don't treat my own grandmother with love too. I get angry at her for messing up my table and for every small little stuff which doesn't she does that doesn't really matter. Please, let me remember that without her there won't be me and let me appreciate her way more than now. 

For the parts where it touched me with endless love, I give this movie a thumbs up and a rating of 4 popcorns. Trust my rating. At least I don't read off a script. 

I hate pests.

Yeah, don't worry. I will know what to do. 


It isn't that bad, that I agree.